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★ | Neko | 19 | Gemini | England | ★




Code name: Neko

Likes: Drawing, singing, smothering cats

Warning: side effects may include visual imperement and kawaii overload

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Commissions

Custom Ponies
Another Day On The Job by NekoKisshuLover
pretty Little Pony {Soft Song} by NekoKisshuLover
Girls day out by NekoKisshuLover
Hey guys,
I've opened pony commissions and customs for everyone
check out the journal for more info fav.me/d7w7dvw
Thanks, 
Pony Commissions
Girls day out by NekoKisshuLover
pretty Little Pony {Soft Song} by NekoKisshuLover
Another Day On The Job by NekoKisshuLover
Hey guys,
I've opened pony commissions and customs for everyone
check out the journal for more info fav.me/d7w7dvw
Thanks, 

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❤ Thank you to all of you! ❤



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Thank you to everyone who had supported and encouraged me over the years! I couldn't be here without you guys!

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Request: Farrah by Winter-Wanderer Kim by horseygirl119 Farrah by game-rose
Request - Olailohu by that-person-42 Farrah's Walk by JessyMcBump MLP OC Gift Art Arina by BlueKazenate
NekoKisshuLover's Viserys for Contest by OverVenture Bunny by Gravitii

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Hello all my lovely watchers! Summer is nearing an end, and there’s now only three weeks before I have to return to University. This journal is going to be a bit of a long one, so either hang in there, or skip to the end of the ‘black divider by ToxiceStea’.

 

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 We spend a lot of our time comparing ourselves to others. Wishing we were like them. Standing in their shadows and watching them get better. And we begin to lose our self-worth. We forget what we can do – what we have done. Everything just seems to become useless. 


I once had a friend who I was so bitterly jealous of. I wanted to be like her so much. She was pretty, a good artist, a good photographer, and compared to me she was so much more popular in real life and even on the online community. I hated it. I hated how much attention she got, and no matter how hard I tried I just couldn’t keep up. Looking back now, I don’t see why I felt that way. Her photography wasn’t much better than mine, and the only reason her art work was better was because she traced images online. I had tried so hard to be like her, yet she was initially ‘false’. Anything she did was to get attention – and for the most part I think she made up and bragged about how ‘popular’ she was just to fill her self-esteem.  

But even now as I grow up, I see people the same age as me, smarter than me, better at art, and I can’t help but feel like I’m falling behind again. Friendly competition never hurt anyone, and it’s good to have things to aspire to. But lately I can’t help but feel that I’m stuck in the same rut. I don’t feel like I’m improving, and even small victories are shortly outlived compared with what other people produce.

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I suppose what I’m trying to say is that I don’t feel like my art is going anywhere. And though I practice I’m still seeing very little improvement or getting very little motivation to draw at all. I considered leaving this account and making a new one, but that will take up too much time and I still have a year’s pm left on this account, so instead I’m going to take some time off over the next three weeks to relax and improve. Maybe even finish up some of the drawings that have been hanging around in my WIP folder for over a year.

Thanks for your patients,
I hope you all can understand, and I’ll try to be back some time soon.

 

In the meantime, take care,

Neko,

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★ Work From My Gallery ★



It's a wonderful cat life by NekoKisshuLover

What you saying about princess's... by NekoKisshuLover Meowstic by NekoKisshuLover Prewuxgi and Olailohu portrait by NekoKisshuLover

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